Our Christmas news after having the MRI scan at Newcastle RVI wasn't good, I had the scan on the 15th December & we had already been given the 20th December to go back for results and another ultra sound scan, so last week Christmas shopping scans, wrapping gifts, food shopping all had to be done and of course keeping positive too !
What is an MRI scan ~~~~> http://www.patient.co.uk/health/MRI-Scan.htm
On the 20th December we where given our results and baby also has "Porencephalic" cyst/tumour and on the scan was a black area at the 1/4 back left hand side of baby's brain we found out that this is missing and will not grow back, we now have to deal with the fact of baby being mentally disabled too on top of the Spina Bifida & possible downs & possible 2 Chromosomes, We have also been told that the lesion on baby's back (spina bifida) is very large & if it cant be closed up baby has 10% survival rate due to it getting infected.
Sounds horrendous doesn't it ! never in a millions years did I ever think this was going to happen, Ive been given determination, positivity & strengh this is how I can manage to get on with it we have been given this opportunity to be pregnant and to love & care for our baby no matter what happens in 2012 but deap down I know in my heart of hearts baby will come home !
I'm now enjoying being pregnant and feeling baby move about, its so amazing hubby & girls to sit with there hands on my tummy & talk to baby and then watch baby respond with movements its incredible.
This 3D scan was taken on the 20th December I wanted to share it with you, babybobbins seems to be camera shy and only see one part of baby's face ! babybobbins likes sucking his/her thumb !
Alot of people have been sending such amazing comments & support over twitter, facebook, emails, text messages, even sending cards of support & letters this has kept us so positive, thank you so very much for all you do, doesn't matter how small, knowing your there and supporting us with your words, prayers lighting candles or just asking how we are, this really means the world to us xxx
With Love Bobbins Family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Porencephaly more information on this condition can be found by clicking on this link
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spina_bifida more information on spina bifida can be found by clicking this link
Oh Shelly... a lot to deal with...
ReplyDeleteLike you say - Enjoy the pregnancy and get to know your baby while she's / he's still inside. It's amazing how, as a mother, you are able to protect the baby completely while it's inside you. Nothing is a problem until they leave your protective care. Right now - you are the fabbist mum that baby could ever have - it feels totally protected, and is wrapped up in your loving cocoon.
Whatever happens next you'll be given the strength to cope with it. Jo x
What an incredibly strong woman you are to know the difficulty you face and share it with us. Hats off to you, Shelly! Love and prayers to you all as the journey continues.
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Mrs Bobbins, you have my love and admiration, stay positive my pet and enjoy your pregnancy xxx
ReplyDeleteOh Shelley! I am amazed at your strength in this situation. I'm not sure I could be so positive! I will be praying for you and baby all the way through and look forward to hearing how your baby defies expectations as so often they do! Stay Strong! xxx
ReplyDeleteYour strength is amazing, love to you all xx
ReplyDeleteI have just been reading your story through your blog, You sound like an amazingly strong person and with lots of love and support in your family. You are giving Baby Bobbins the best start in life with your positive attitude, lots of luck and love to you all for the future xx
ReplyDeleteSending you love Shelly, you couldn't be coping any better than you are - remember that. You're doing and giving everything you've got. XX Gabs
ReplyDeleteHello Bobbins family. I have only just found pit about all this, I am so sorry. Thinking of you all! Your positive attitude is brilliant. XxXxXxX
ReplyDeleteTears are falling for you Shelly.Your strength is astounding. Sending you all lots of love xxxx
ReplyDeleteOh my you are brave! Wishing you all the best of luck, hope everything goes ok xXx
ReplyDeleteSome things are meant to be, and this baby is meant for you, you are obviously such a loving person, what a lucky baby to be greeted by such wonderful parents, Di (Adien Crafts)xxx
ReplyDeleteWow! You are one brave baby maker. Really share Schnauzer Days' sentiment. Hats off to you and Happy New Year.
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